1 Corinthians 1:19
“For it is written: ‘I will destroy the wisdom of the wise; the intelligence of the intelligent I will frustrate.’ “
For those who boast, boast in the Lord.
Good way to close my night a little Jesus, drawing, and Harry Potter :)
I am constantly wallowing in my own self-misery that I am completely, and utterly oblivious to others and their needs and problems. I am constantly thinking they too are into me for me, that I’m totally oblivious to the fact that they’re only after one thing. I am always throwing out signals thinking that they too are sending signals back, but once again I am eternally oblivious to the fact that they’re not sending anything back. Why am I saying I’m different from other girls when I’m just as naive and needy as most. Although I try not to be, I like the attention and affection and knowing that someone cares. But what I neglect to realize is that there are people who will willingly give me all of that, and they are without my knowledge and I don’t ever give them credit.
Why is it that I still love someone so far from me, physically and emotionally? I don’t know if it really is love that others are talking about but it is to me. I don’t know if he feels or has ever felt the same for me, all I know is that it will never be. Not at this rate. But I’ll settle for being his best friend. I’ll settle for being a constant person in his life. As much as it still hurts when I really take time to think about it, I still do love him.
But that’s another story for another time. Again, I go off on a tangent about myself when I meant to reflect on how I’m always talking about myself to others neglecting what they are going through.
It’s 12:18 am, I’m tired. Goodnight.
“California Girls” - Katy Perry
Summer anthem? I think so! :D
It’s been quite awhile since I posted here, I can’t even remember my last post. But I’m not going to be posting a lot on here tonight though. So, the point of blogs is to update people on your life? Or is it supposed to be like an online diary? Well if so, I wish it was actually private, but nothing online is private right? So, my dilemmas will have to stay between me, God, and my good good friends. :) It’s not like they’re life-altering anyways, HA. :D
Goodnight.
“When I Get Home You’re So Dead” - Mayday Parade
I love Mayday Parade! :)
Airplanes - B.o.B. ft. Hayley Williams (Paramore) and Eminem
I could use a wish right now though, :)
And I just turned my computer back on after I was supposed to go to bed, HA. Anyways just some late night thoughts to nibble on later for me, you, or whoever or whatever. How do you get on with your future, when you keep looking back on your past? People always try to be tough, and puff up their chests when they’re just making more space in their chest so nothing touches their injured heart. Maybe I’ll continue this later, but I’m tired. :)
Goodnight.
“Your Love Is My Drug” - Ke$ha
Hello Tumblr,
It’s 12:43 am, on the day of Spring forward, and I’m very tired. This weekend has been quite good, went to a kickback at Jazel’s last night after work which was very fun :) Went back today, where I played a few games of pool with Jazel and made some bomb quiche with Alexis :D goooood stuff! Nothing much been going on lately though, no boys, not too much socializing lately, buut spring break is coming soon :D annnd I’m SUUPER excited. Gonna grab some ice cream with Jacque and visit sensei with her also, dummy excited for that XD. Well, more to come later, I’m suuper tired.
G’night
“Fist Pump” - Hardnox
